RingosGirl64

I had recently been feeling really down about myself... weight wise. But I'm like pretty much every other girl in the world. I had to realize that I could indeed do something about it. I had to accept that I'm, of course, different from every other walking female human being.

I realized that most of the females I looked up to and aspired to look like were airbrushed to look thinner. Some of them actually already very thin, which I was very taken aback by.

I questioned myself; "So why do I HAVE to be skinny?"

I, in the past, had come up with ridiculous answers as to why I wanted this to be.

1. I'd look better in different clothes.
2. More people would look differently at me in better ways.
3. I'd be noticed in public more often.
4. I could eat whatever I wanted when thin.
5. I would feel less self conscious when wearing different things or doing different things
6. I would feel more comfortable when doing physical activities.

and lastly...

7. I would love myself more.

The last one was the worst one I had ever thought. I had manipulated myself into thinking I couldn't even lose one tiny pound because I would never accept myself in any form anyway.

I then went on to looking at different kinds of models; PLUS Size models.

This was better. I recommend all you curvier girls to do this as well.

I realized that all of them looked damn gorgeous in what they had worn and what they did and how people saw them! I felt like I finally belonged in the world of "gorgeous" people. Curvy people are pretty, so, that means I must be too!

I'm not saying that thin people aren't either, but, it's just how THEY were built. We all have to realize that we're all built differently and that we will always be able to shape ourselves. Before one can look better on the outside, they must feel better on the inside.

So, if you like being skinny, you stay at it! Eat those damn brownies and do absolutely nothing afterwards

And ALL You Curvy girls out there! You may eat a brownie as well! Just remember how you feel about yourself is the most important. And HEY! If you're like me, after you eat a brownie, just go for a walk or drink a ton of water! You'll feel so much better about yourself and think "I deserved that brownie, even without all that exercise." Because, you love yourself... and that's a big step right there.

Thank you for reading.

Love, Charlotte

Hello, my lovely friends!

Well, this is probably the third diet I've gone on.

If this one doesn't go well, I might as well give up.

I'm exercising EVERY DAY. I eat healthy food! WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY BODY?!?!

OH and DEAR GOD school gets in the way of my exercise time, along with stupid work, but hey, I gotta work. I like money.

Hmm... maybe this will work!

Dear George Harrison,

HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EAT SO MUCH SHIT AND WEIGH NOTHING? WON'T YOU PLEASE.... PLEEEEEEASE HELP ME!

Never mind... I don't think begging a deceased Beatle will do me any good.

Well, everyone, wish me luck on this one!

I really hope this works. Maybe I should do some before and after pics! I dunno... I'll see if I'm feeling up to it. I just.... really need to look good for prom... and I myself need to feel better about ME in general... Ugh.

Ah... well that is all I have to say for this next little while.

Love Charlotte

Well, it's January 14th and you all know what that means

It's National Beatles Day, everybody! Well, we are going to have a fun day, aren't we?

To make sure you're all Beatled out today, listen to their music, watch their movies and look at their pictures *drools*

You can even act like them too! It's so fun! I've tried it!

Anyway, here is a list of things I should do today:

- Blast Beatles music on my docking station
- Watch A Hard Day's Night
- Play their music on my piano & guitar
- SING, obviously
- BEATLES ROCKBAND!

And we'll see how it goes from there

Have a great day!

Love you guys! Remember to keep watch for anything new on both this account and my new one!

Hi everyone! I hope you all had a lovely Christmas and a Happy New year!

I started the new year off with a new dA account. It has more of my Vector art, not so much as photography or literature.

It'll have a greater variety of digital arts and much better quality and style than this one now, though I do enjoy this one too. I just figured a little change was in order

My other account name is Charlotte-Stone, with the dA icon like this.

I hope you look forward to my artworks on both accounts!

Oh and for my new years resolution, I'm planning to loose about 60 pounds. It's about time that I felt better about myself, you know? Wish me luck! I'm giving myself a year to do this, so I'm pretty sure I'll be fine Oh and since my hair is pretty short right now, I'm planning on growing it out again. I really do miss the length it used to have :/

Well, that's all I've got to say for now!

Have a lovely day, everybody!

Charlotte

Well, I must say, I've gotten a lot more requests than I expected.

My stack is quite piled now along with school work and incompleted requests.
I'll get to them as soon as possible everyone!

I know I'm a bit slow with them but don't worry, I always make sure to do my best on them all.
It'll be worth the wait. You'll see, everyone

I've been getting more and more into Bob Dylan now. It's quite crazy. Oh but don't worry!! I still love The Beatles xD

Soon I'll be drawing a new series of something. Few people know what it is, so I'll surprise you all

Well, thank you for reading! Hope you have a great day!

Love Charlotte